Thursday, December 29, 2011
don't worry be happy (admit it you sang it as you read it)
Night time seems to be my prime thinking time. Probably would be better spent for sleeping time, but it is what it is. If those I do share this blog with read this they will learn rather quickly I tend to be pessimistic at best. I know the world is a beautiful place and that wonderous things do happen. There is just as much good as there is bad. Sometimes this just isn't enough. Secretly we all have the one thing in life we strive for. Whether we know it or not it's something we all hope to get out of our own experiences. I am not speaking materials here either. If you don't find it you feel that sense of emptiness. Others had it and lost it are left crushed in the wake. Not saying you won't find it eventually or again, never did say give up. Or is this just human nature? To want more when we do have something, what's there right in front of us. I have a roof over my head, a job, a car, an adorable daughter, and a boyfriend who loves me. Shouldn't I hold on to these and just run with them? Maybe I shall...fuck the rest, I'm taking this one day at a time, it's all anybody really can do.