can you feel the love tonight

Well no, not really. I am sitting alone and wide awake downstairs. I work in the morning again and should be getting tons of needed sleep. Instead I feel the weird need to just keep writing. I'm reflecting on the past few days and people have been bitchy as ever lately. I'm feeling lonely and down, gonna keep writing. I think I'm going to re-post something I wrote a while ago. Nobody is going to like it, but it just works for me alright...

i wanna scream

i wanna cry

i wanna drink

i wanna die...

stop the memories

stop the pain

just make it all

go away...

of course i lie

i say im fine

why go on

just wasting time...